Education supposes to free us not enslaving us. No wonder after graduated (or finished schooling) many people link pain with education instead of pleasure. This is not supposed to happen! Learning supposes to be fun and exciting, not chaining you with loans here and there. There are lots of free or less expensive ways of learning that doesn't enslave you, for example, BOOKS! Don't stop learning, read books and sure enough, it will link you with pleasure. This is the kind of self-education that will free you!
THINK BIG. START SMALL. GO DEEP.